It's 3:18 and I just awoke. I've been waking up every hour on the hour thinking each time that I had gotten a full nites rest. I was actually suppose to leave the hospital and be able to rest at home yesterday but everything was just too messed up in my body. I think today may turn the tide though, just got a feeling.
I don't have many emotions right now, truth be told I hurt too much to give a chit about anything, but Miranda and her mom broke the news to me yesterday that one of my really good friends and my neighbor across the street, his new wife was killed by her ex-husband a 1/4 mile (if that) away from our houses. Just a real shock, he was so in love with her. Him and I talk a lot and can relate on most issues, I jut wish I could be there for him

I think today is going to be a good day though.....atleast I'll try and make it the best that I can
