Don't worry about having your return address on the package, because I already know it. So, get a move on and send it back to me.Thanks! Next week is good for me, I am only gone on Monday during the day.
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don't freak, I just what I have asked you for. There is nothing more to it.
That was handled..in other words, destroyed so no worries! It was easier, cheaper! and safer, much less a HASTLE than sending.
Cheers.
honestly, I am still a bit worried, would have been nice had you taken that hassle, so I could have seen it destroyed with my own 2 eyes. Is that it than? Would be nice to know, would be nice to be given that chance to talk one last time. Thanks
maj
I just want you to know I am not angry, I just want to understand. Does that make sense?
I just have so many questions for you. Is there anyway I will ever get these answered? Hope you are well
are you working yet?
Well, I am not sure what else to do here, aside being a complete jerk and throw out threats, which you and I know I am NOT capable of. I have never been out to hurt you and have only wanted to be a friend and support to you. I hate doing this in this kind of forum, but you have given me no choice. I was given NO choice in this whole situation and just had to ride out the consquences with so many uncertainties. I have found you because I am NOT unstable, just smart and resourceful (or at least I like to think so...lol). I would have preferred doing this any other way, but you know I must always speak my mind and this was the only way without getting you in major trouble.
I know you thought at the end of things I was giving up, but I tried to make everything work with all I had. You were the one that let go. As bad as I have felt about all this, I don't have any regrets because I know I tried. And rightnow and right here, I am giving it that one last try. I hope you don't regret things someday when you look back at what could have been.
I know you also thought I was not very understanding of your situation. I admit that I may have not been understanding, but it is difficult to understand things when you don't know the whole situation. I am not sure if you were afraid of rejection or how I may have felt about you. Unfortunately, you didn't trust me enough. You didn't give me credit to understand all you were going through. Then it seemed you became afraid to face the situation and just ran.
It is okay, if you were and are done, you should have the courage to tell me. That is all I ever expected and wanted from you. Complete and total honesty. You always lectured me on how dependable and what a good person you are. I know that you are, that is why all this has shocked me so much. I hope that one day you do the honorable and decent thing, and handle it the way you should have back in June. When you told me you would call no matter what, and when I joked you wouldn't...YOU said in anger, you "would never do that to me".
I don't want you to think I am attacking you, because I know you have been through a lot, and I am sure even more I don't know about. I am sorry for the hard times you have faced, sincerely I am. I would only want the best for such a good person, you deserve more than you allow yourself to have. I realize you have resposibilities and it is so hard to put yourself ahead of the things you must do. BUT, if you don't let yourself have some of the things you want, you will never be truely happy. Don't live your life filled with couldas and shouldas...that leads to nothing but regret.
I wish you all the best and hope someday to hear you are finally happy. You know where you can reach me anytime. I want you to know, no matter what I will always be a friend (that is all I can promise you). Not sure if you even want that, but I figured I would at least let you know. Take care you.
There are just too many things going on right now to get into a big explanation about everything. Life is topsy-turvy right now but ONCE things get a bit more sturdy then I have no problem filling in the gaps for you. As for now, i'd appreciate it if you would refrain from tapping into my personal space, in particular leaving call back numbers on a phone that isn't MINE, if you know what I mean. I have left your privacy ALONE and in no way am I trying to get you into ANY trouble...so FOR NOW, i'd appreciate it if you'd do the same. There are no BIG explanations as of why things happened as they did, mostly committments and responsibilities that could NOT be ignored.
You are absolutely right about me making the call, and I should have not done that. I do apologize for that and won't do it again. I never would try to get you in trouble, if I had WANTED to I could have done it very easily.
I thought I have always understood you, but I do not understand the way you handle this. It was WRONG whether you want to admit to it or not. You didn't have to give me a BIG explanation, all I expected is word that you were done or need time to fix things in your life. I also NEVER, EVER asked you to ignore your commitments or responsibilities, it was always YOU that was willing to do that. I admit I pushed you about April, and I promised I wouldn't do that again. YOU were the one who made the decision in to come in JULY. Again, all I ask is that you could have been honest. All the things you said and done, that would have been nice. ALL I needed is a phone call to let me know. I don't understand why one short phone call couldn't had been made.
I will be honest I have been through a lot these last few months, and because of mainly one very traumatic event in my life (it was something else and NOT being what happen with you, I have not coped with things well. If you knew, maybe you would understand a little better. All I was trying to do is regain a little control in my life. It was hard and I am getting through what happened to me. Again, I never want to bring you trouble. Someday, maybe you will let me know what happened and why you handle it the way you did. I meant what I said, and you know I am always good for my word...I will leave you be until you are ready to talk. I will NOT invade your personal space again. I also meant that I will always be here if you need a friend. GOOD luck with all!
love,
me